Ricky's humble hut

妈妈，我睡着了。天还下着小雨，细细的打在我身上。好冷啊。我浑身都湿透了，感觉到自己正在慢慢冷却。
   世界忽然没有了声音。象我很久以前睡在你的摇篮里般安静。当周围的画面也在我眼中慢慢消逝的时候，我想我真的要睡着了，以你最喜欢的仰面朝天的姿势。妈妈，其实自从我离开家后，很久都没有这么舒展的睡过了，这一刻，才觉得自己好累，好累。  妈妈，我错了。我只离开你贪玩了十分钟，却用尽了一个世纪那么长的时间来寻找你。妈妈，我好想好想你！当我独自度过第一个可怕的夜晚时，我知道这是我受到过的最严厉的惩罚。我不知道自己是怎么睡着的，因为我没有找到任何一个象是可以给我睡觉的温暖窝窝。也许是跑累了，就卧在路边草地上昏睡过去了吧。"
   第二天醒来，看到迎接我的这个巨大嘈杂的世界，我还是被吓了一跳。仍未适应自己已沦落为流浪狗的境况。不！我跟它们决不是一样的。我有妈妈！我脖子上漂亮的红色套圈就是最好的证明！
     于是，我下决心一定要找到你，妈妈！不管要走多远的路，决不放弃！我开始不停的跑啊跑，耳朵也常直直的竖起，辨认着每一种美妙的声音，希望那是你在呼唤我　　我不知道自己跑了多久，只觉得又累又渴又饿。妈妈，你在哪里啊！带我回家吧。我一定乖乖的吃狗粮，乖乖的让你给我洗白白，乖乖的陪你看电视。　　我终于放下架子，学着流浪狗的样子去喝树坑里的积水，去抛垃圾堆里的腐食。妈妈，我知道这么做都是不对的。如果你在我身边的话。一定会打我屁屁的。可是，我实在太饿了啊。　天总是下着雨。我无数次的被淋湿，又无数次的被晒干。我知道我现在很脏很臭。原来总是被你梳理得白白香香的毛变成灰灰的，一缕一缕的贴在我身上。街上的叔叔阿姨看我的眼光不再象以前般友善，也不再有小妹妹喜欢停下脚步上来温柔的抚摸我。其实，这些我都不在乎。我知道，只有妈妈不会嫌弃我，找到我后，一定会照样把我抱在怀里，给我重新洗白白。
妈妈，我跟那些野狗打了架。我知道自己从来都不属于它们。我输了，身上的伤口一直都在痛。于是，天黑了，我就会找一个无人的角落，蜷缩着睡去，并时刻警惕着危险的到来。醒来后，我依旧会不知疲倦的奔跑。我坚信，只要我不停下来就一定可以找到你
又过了一个湿漉漉的夜晚，早上我挣扎着起来，浑身无力。也许是因为很久没有吃过东西了。强烈的饥饿感令我几乎绝望：妈妈，你是不是真的不要我了呢？是不是早已把我忘记了呢？是不是你的身边又有了新的小狗狗每晚在陪你看电视了呢？妈妈，你还爱我吗　　过马路的时候，我仍有点头晕。觉得自己身轻如燕。因为我被车一下就撞飞了起来。不痛，重新摔在地上的时候，我使出全身的力气伸展开自己的身体。刚刚还是一片嘈杂的世界忽然变得安静起来。我恍惚中象是又躺在了妈妈的摇篮里。本来快要忘记了的，妈妈的影象，又清晰的出现在我眼前。妈妈，我想你，我终于都找到了你。看到吗？我漂亮的红色颈圈？我是你的孩子　　妈妈，我在这里！
雨还在下。一片寂静。高速路上，无声的车辆在慢慢前行。前方短暂的拥堵，大家绕道而行。马路的正中，一只可爱的灰白色的狗狗仰面朝天躺在那里。它刚安静的睡去。脖子上的红色颈圈那么耀眼的闪烁在阴灰的天色里....

She’s not feeling well, i’m so sorry. but nothing could be done and all i can do now is pray, praying she will feel better tomorrow. How i wish i could suffer for her, leaving only love and happiness for her.

When i met her the very first time, i think nothing about her, she was just plain to me, i was very proud maybe. Then time after time she came to our office, i began to notice some details and found she was different. Now after some time i began to be found her, liked her style and tried to find more, then, true more was found which i’ve always be searching: Cute, beautifully lovely,peaceful mind and quiet heart. All came to me and suddenly i realized she is the one! My whole life crushed on her and lord told me and is keeping telling me hat she is the very true one my heart should follow, i am now totally into her.

Now she is my queen, i just wanna serve her, do everything i can to protect her, honor her, love her. All the meaning of my life leads to one and only one goal:SHE BE HAPPY! Sometimes with her by my body side, sometimes with SMS, i show my will and soul to her, hoping her to accept them, but no sure sign. Now all i want is a signal, even in he slightest way, to know she gots the will, than i shall be happy. Now in a few days, she shall be away in Nanjing city, i surely will gonna miss her terriblely…

Seems i saw the signal tonight(i’d been throught a psychoc test that tells someone whose good or not at telling his lover’s mind, only if the test is not that good,ha!), even i mistake it, i’m following my heart, i shall not regret, that’s what i can tell now.

How i wish you can read this, maybe it’s a little what you feel, but all those feelings come from my heart, not my head. i’m now following my heart whose following you! You attract and are leading me, the most sincere one who wanna make you happy all your life time like the old song sings:

“i wanna make you smile
whenever you’re sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all i wanna do, is grow old with you

I ll get you medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So, it could be so nice growing old with you,....

I ll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you ve had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man that grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you.”

Yes, maybe it’s simple, but i think it’s beautiful, don’t you? Will you show your elegant hands to the knight?

I wanna grow old with you…

哎哎，高考啊。。。